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1.
Border Blues m.litton You started out one morning, you faced the dust ‘n wind The desert sun was bearing down, you swore you’d never bend You passed by many pilgrims fallen in the sand Their skull ‘n bones and broken dreams line the borders of this land You’ve got your regrets, yeah, you’ve got your deceits You’ve been on the trail so long, you’ve forgotten what you seek The moon is on the skyline, the wind is howling low The shadows of nightfall echo the borders of your soul (chorus): You’ve got the border blues, border blues Stare into the bottle, fade in the ruins Of those border blues, border blues She’ll find another victim and never leave a clue You met out on the edge one night, she offered you her flesh Her movements so catlike it stole your very breath She whispered for you to come, to come to her and play And feed her your passion on the border where she lays Now you enter her heartless room up that back-alley stair Where the door eclipses the light of day, you search but she’s not there The depot is silent, and the train no longer comes From day to day you pace ‘n wait on another border run (chorus) The memory keeps gnawing like a rodent in the wall A melody, an imagery that shatters as you fall You gather all the pieces like drops of gutter wine To dull the bitter ache of these lonely border nights She stood there at the window as the evening sky burned red She reached to draw the curtain and nothing more was said Now the past is on you and gaining every day Best hide your tracks, ride hard, boy, slip the border, get away From those border blues, border blues…
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Pretty Mary (free) 04:54
Pretty Mary m.litton In a pickup with my brother, driving down a country road He said, A buffalo hunter farmed this land once long ago There’s mosaic in the wheat this year, the harvest is looking poor Like a curse been hanging on this land since that hunter hung his faithless whore They say he was a mean man and mighty handy with a gun He’d sooner shoot a man down as watch a rabbit run They never even dared come after him when he made his pretty wife a ghost For running off with the hired man ‘n five thousand in gold (chorus): Her name was Mary, pretty Mary, see that dust devil in the wind Her name was Mary, pretty Mary, still dancing her last dance for him He caught them by the river, there he let the man go free Then he hung a lariat rope from the limb of a cottonwood tree He said, You’ll dance this dance for me, you’ll dance never more for him… As her dancing feet left the ground, he watched her struggle end Then he left her body hanging, but her spirit trailed him home As he poured a glass of whiskey, he swore he saw her shadowed form He locked each door behind him, still she followed room to room Soon the mansion he’s built for her was closed up like a tomb (chorus) No, he never went to prison, he hired a lawyer to get him off But he signed his land all over to cover the legal cost He died insane in a poorhouse, now he’s buried in a pauper’s grave His hanging whore has cursed this land to our very day Her name was Mary, pretty Mary…
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Between the Wars m.litton He served in a squad of brave young men trained hard as tempered steel They knifed right in, fell ‘n bled like oil from a busted wheel Now they lay up in those boneyards, and on that great black marble wall Behind their names you’ll see his face still haunted by it all… When Johnny came marching home, he was crazy from the time he served He walked outside the bus depot and sat alone upon the curb In the Far East Asian jungle, victory finally crumbled So they shipped the army back home in the dark One by one the boys returned to the factories, streets and farms On the uniform in the photograph there’s a silver star and a ranger badge But his smile is twisted angry like scar On Veteran’s Day the old parade but no one shouts “Hip-hip hurrah!” They keep the windows rolled up on the cars O Johnny, just what did you expect They’ll never march in step between the wars Love of country was the curse that carried you off to war Peace becomes a bitter word when you don’t know what you’re fighting for If you can’t live for Jesus, make up any reason Pick an easy number to divide Throw away your memories, man, it’s time to come alive Yeah, you can make it happen, it only takes adapting To the motorcycle cowboy disguise If you’re tired of your burden, drop it like a curtain Show the world your silhouette then fly O Johnny, you’re running with the wind You never break, you bend between the wars They can’t tame you, rambling man, but it’s true you have to pay the toll They may fence ‘n farm the land, but that ol’ dust will always blow Staring at the sun too long, drifting till you can’t hold on Dodging every hurdle in your path When you feel your thoughts start closing in, you simply shoot the gap Smugglers roam the highways, plowmen trod the bi-ways Through the ditches stray a dog ‘n a brown-eyed calf While overhead the cocaine moon overhears your hard-luck tune His face is too numb to weep or laugh O Johnny, you’re blowing up against That ol’ blizzard fence between the wars Yeah Johnny, just cut the deck ‘n deal They give you time to heal between the wars Once your illusions die you’re running on willpower And a unicorn won’t get you buy when confusion fills the hours Neons flash ungodly verse as rays of meaning dim ‘n blur Upon the retina of your bloodshot eye Truth is just a baited hook that tears the mortal mind The flesh hangs fat upon the bone, there’s little left to feed the soul Upon a prison diet it must dine If that spirit maiden who stands between appearance and the shape of things Ever sheds her gown you’ll surely die O Johnny, there’s nothing in the air God ain’t even there between the wars Yeah Johnny, for all you left behind You search but never find between the find Swear you’ve been gone so long you can’t remember why you left And looking back it all dissolves like a vapor trail behind a jet You can die laughing, and you can die crashing In a flaming tailspin to earth And you can live so long my friend that life becomes a curse Along a desert highroad, beside a buzzard crossroad The motorcycle cowboy missed the turn Now his cry is silent as the boredom yields to violence And the burden of his flesh is finally burned O Johnny, the years begin to fly And that’s the ways you die between the wars
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Marijuana Fields m.litton When I was a little bitty lad, used to run down a cattle path Through the marijuana fields back home Down near where the ol’ creek ran dry The wild hemp grew over twelve feet high In those marijuana fields back home When it came time to milk the cows they could most all be found In those marijuana fields back home Our ol’ dog, he’d sic ‘em, send ‘em home with hooves a’clickin’ From those marijuana fields back home Here come the cows! Sic ‘em, boy! Then came years of boom ‘n bust, days were low, mean ‘n rough In those marijuana fields back home And when the roads weren’t too damn muddy, We drove out, me ‘n my buddies To those marijuana fields back home Picked that hemp…yeah, picked it till the cows came home Once or twice I’s nearly caught, several times nearly shot In those marijuana fields back home But I got away so guess I’m lucky Though I never made all that much money In those marijuana fields back home When that female hemp put on her seed you could pick alotta weed In those marijuana fields back home It was up below Nebraska, tell ‘em that, son, if they ask ya Those marijuana fields back home Let’s pick us some! The raccoon loves his sweet field corn, the milk cow loves her ol’ milk barn And we all love them former days we roamed And now ‘n then when the full moon shines I long again for my high ol’ times in those marijuana fields back home Yeah, when that female hemp put on her seed…
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Summer Days Are Long m.litton Little boy tossed a toy hand grenade in the kitchen as we sat sippin’ lemonade The sun through the west slowly decade, the cattle lolled in the shade Just another lazy Sunday afternoon, flies a’buzzin’ room to room Ol’ dog wouldn’t hardly even move from the flower bed when she got the broom Now she’s fryin’ up the catfish, Lord, I speared in the creek with the potato fork Horses are fed ‘n all the chores are put away till tomorrow morn (chorus): And it’s the same ol’ story, gotta disc that field, kill them morning glories There’s thistles all through the pasture, flood-gate’s gone from the big spring storm Cattle stray, guess the fences need lookin’ after once again But then these summer days are long, don’cha know it, boy These summer days are long, long, long Summer days, summer days, summer days Nearly had the bottom plowed, tractor choked, another breakdown Shot yesterday runnin’ all around, parts won’t come till the bus hits town Went swimmin’ this morning down below the falls Where the cedars grow upon the bluff so tall Where that young man died cuttin’ wood last fall When a dead limb fell ‘n crushed his skull Ya know his parents still take it mighty hard I stopped by the other day in their yard We spoke leaning up against the car Time heals all wounds but leaves a scar (chorus) Last night I swore it was gonna rain Woke with the whistle from the northbound train Thunder ‘n lightnin’ crashed and came, cooled the air then rolled away Hell, we could use an inch or more ‘n hell could us a revolvin’ door My wife a new dress from a fancy store, wonder what the use is anymore When rhe noon-day sun burns your skin ‘n the farm report predicts the end Might move to the city ‘n start again But there’s wheat to sow ‘n the hay ain’t in And it’s the same ol’ story…
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Holly ‘n the Drifter m.litton In the 1880s in northern Tennessee, In a coal town Onieda lived my great-grandaddy And one cold night a drifter shot him down Since that day my family has roamed I’d sink a ship for all its gold I’d sign with the Devil for a home (chorus): O Holly, I’ve been this way before I’ve been robbed, shot at ‘n I’ve been poor So Holly, don’cha follow out the door Cause I can never marry you I’m a drifter, a drifter, yeah a drifter Holly, stand aside ‘n let me pass on through I met her in a bar, boys, I was twenty-one She had the eyes of a coyote runnin’ wild from a gun A French-fan blew back her auburn hair Her sad tender shadow danced upon the wall She said she couldn’t sleep when the moon was full Piano music filled the hall (chorus) My night’s they shadow me like the scent of smoke Ol’ dogs hear me comin’, stir, then watch me go My heart’s as empty as an early morning town The memory of Holly clothes the minutes of my day O’er the river it patterns every wave Cruel midnight makes me wish I’d have stayed O Holly, I ‘ve been this way before…
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Golgatha 06:01
Golgatha m.litton Time tics above the mantle, the moth dies in the flame The old cat climbs the screen door, whiskey divides the brain Have you ever tried to sleep on nights when the sweat fills each pore And the silence fills each moment with its ghostly nevermore And you’ve mutinied the dream captain with his cat’o nine and its claws O it’s a long way to Golgatha when you carry your own cross You open your eyes to the man shadow, he has no face, no arms He changes into a mythical moth to suck the blood from your heart Then three great demon stallions leap from your father’s corpse They trap you in a narrow room with no window, without a door And you cannot find your razor, your noose won’t hold a knot O it’s a long way to Golgatha when you carry your own cross The ol’ Deceiver in the shadows, lying low as a snake You may miss him, you may step on him Ah but he sees you just the same Black clouds mount the curving earth, blasting caverns in your mind We’ve been sentenced to live in error and you wonder what was our crime For it seems we all are governed by both hell and heaven’s law O it’s a long way to Golgatha when you carry your own cross The leprechaun lightning teases you with ghost images of Christ Drawing energy out of matter, planting truth beneath each lie And Einstein rides a chariot, Saint Nickolas of the stars Seeking the Master Dealer, and it’s true he traveled far But it all remains so relative if you can bend the light of God O it’s a long way to Golgatha when you carry your own cross Like Napoleon who burned his eagles and put a torch to each bridge To survive we’ll burn our souls out to the very edge And perhaps when night had passed us and the sun reigns supreme By some small decision we’ll cut a path through this dream And end on Easter Island with the fallen kings of Nod O it’s a long way to Golgatha when you carry your own cross
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Breakaway #2 04:23
Breakaway m.litton Late night closes round a little prairie town Lone car out on the highway, moon cuts through the clouds Two young hearts, they’re trying to break free Take my hand, girl, come breakaway with me Feeling hunted like two shadows on the run Only wanting to escape this dead-end where we’re from Feel your long hair blow against mine Don’t want to die till I reach the sky (chorus): Where does the road lead beyond the distant hill We reach the horizon, we’re standing here still Why is there no answer when the question gets real Stab me in the heart, ask me how I feel Caught like a tumbleweed in a barbed wire fence Tremble without moving just touching your skin All my life I’ve been trying to break free Take my hand, girl, come breakaway with me Red fox in the headlights trots along the road His eyes flash yellow as he jumps the ditch to go Deep into the night to vanish in his dream He answers no one, he always been free Let it all pass away, it’s all been said before Take what we got today, don’t need nothing more Take you in my arms, draw your breath o mine Don’t want to die till I reach the sky Where does the road lead…
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Cold Ohio City m.litton With a grubstake from Ohio he went there long ago Brought a pack mule, a pickax, and a pan to search for gold Bullet casings, tobacco tins, coffee cans, and bones Are the remnants left behind his log/sod mountain home Moss-roofed and fallen now on a high granite slope Where a lone pine stands sentinel by a dynamite-cratered hole Gold! was a booming cry in 1900 or so Gold was a fever There was gold in Colorado But the stillness reigns like starlight And near a dying patch of snow Lie the rusting, bleaching remnants Of bullets, tobacco, coffee, and bones The night was just rolling in When I finally reached the west end of town I drifted on down the far side of the street And the people I did meet in silence passed me by For I cruelly stared ‘em each one in the eye The season was late autumn and the wind blew uncommonly hard As I stepped up to the bar of the “Gold Creek Sporting House” Where the chorus gals in gowns waved from the balcony And swarmed about the fair, raven-haired queen Of cold Ohio City, Colorado gold mining town She was know as the Bluebell of Beau Simone I clearly do recall She dazzled ‘em all with her warm and liquid eyes Blue as the mountain sky above a late evening silhouette A night with her a mortal man could never forget She leaned upon the shoulder of a handsome gambler Name of Beau Simone The cigar he smoked never left his lips He wore a pistol on his hip and silver-plated Spanish spurs Suffice it to say he was dressed beyond words In cold Ohio City, Colorado gold mining town I knew ‘em both by other names from a situation I’ll explain in time The months now number nine since their whereabouts was known And a bitter seed had grown I’d come to play the card of revenge Against this lady, my wife, and this gentleman, my friend I sat down at their table with a Winchester cradled in my arms All the others drew apart as I called the cheatin’ pair They straightened in their chairs But when he went for that ace up his sleeve Lord, he never knew what hit ‘im when my hammer hit the breach In cold Ohio City, Colorado gold mining town Through Denver the word was spread Next morning as they read the telegram A drifter killed a gambler and his belle But the drifter died as well For when he knelt at the dying lady’s side She shot him with a derringer holstered on her thigh The mining shacks all are gone As the breezes blow beyond the Great Divide And where the stream runs behind the old Hickory Mill Up yonder on a hill beneath a lone white Aspen tree There lay the bones of Bluebell, Beau Simone, and me In cold Ohio City, Colorado gold mining town
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O Big Magic Moon m.litton His daddy made whiskey and his momma made pretend that she was a riverboat queen The passion that held them was the hope one day to trade the chessboard for a king You can run ‘n hide, cry ‘n cry, then try to fly like a crow Ya still won’t make it anyway but so And O-O-O big magic moon, come listen to my blues One cold night the wind was howling, the horse was neighing in his stall She dealt some cards down on the old chessboard told her son that he would grow tall Cause you’re the lion in the riddle, the bow on the fiddle The light in the middle of the stone One day your heart is bound to fill with gold And O-O-O big magic moon, come listen to my blues It was raining outside, the sky was black came some men with a lantern to the door His daddy was drunk as he rose to his feet, dead when they shot him to the floor And with open eyes the old dreamer dies waiting for the light from above To come make true, so true his love And O-O-O big magic moon, come listen to my blues By the light of the magic moon all silhouettes are revealed The mother and the child ride this night away out in the hills And as the wind plays through the trees, casting shadows o’er their trail They chance to meet the ghost of one they once knew so well Twenty odd years down the road from that time the son rode with Robert E. Lee He fought like a badger for them Southern hills, caught a shell in ‘63 You can run ‘n hide, cry ‘n cry, then try to fly like a crow Ya still won’t make it anyway but so And O-O-O big magic moon, come listen to my blues They laid him to the room with his uniform penned with medals of golds His old momma cried as her warrior lay there one last night at home He was the lion in the riddle, the bow on the fiddle The light in the middle of the stone One day his heart was bound to fill with gold And O-O-O big magic moon, come listen to my blues With the memory of her man there dead on the floor, her son just fresh to his grave She takes the pistol off the old chessboard, tries so hard to be brave And with open eyes the old dreamer dies waiting for the light from above To come make true, so true her love And O-O-O big magic moon, come listen to my blues
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Yellow Rose Hotel #2 (free) 05:33
Yellow Rose Hotel m.litton I love Texas when it’s hot, Lord, and dusty And that gusty ol’ wind comes blowin’ out of hell I follow my memory on a high lonesome journey To a long ago evening at the Yellow Rose Hotel She wore a dress colored yellow In the pale moonlight she glowed As the wind played a reel through the pastures and hills I held her close…down at the ol’ Yellow Rose (chorus): Where she lay in the shadows awaiting Like a dream that fades at dawn Then we made love as the neon flower glowed And that neon flower was the bright yellow rose And it’s bloomed in my dreams ever since that night I love Texas but a young man must wander Though his love he may plunder on a dream he cannot find I left her in Amarillo, took a harvest flotilla North through the Dakotas across the Canadian line Ah but love left alone will only wither Like the clover will die in the cold When my letters returned unopened I yearned for her so Down at the ol’ Yellow Rose (chorus) I love Texas when the blizzards drift the ditches And the thistles and fences glisten in the sun I’ve seen tomorrow laying like a woman’s sorrow She’s waiting in the shadows, fading as I come I gambled and lost her down a highway Passed my last chance so long ago I was fuel for the fire Now I’m the ash where that one ember glows Down at the ol’ Yellow Rose Where she lay in the shadows awaiting…
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Caspion & the White Buffalo m.litton In the year of 18 ‘n 71, Jim Caspion and Sam Tillman did go Away out on the western Kansas plains to hunt for the wild buffalo On October 12th in late afternoon, from a view along a ridge It was Caspion who spied the Great Southern Herd And a white bull that grazed at the edge As the sun fell west and shadows grew Fifty Cheyenne warriors rode out of the blue The warriors quickly rode Tillman to the ground He fought but he never had a chance When the Cheyenne turned to come for Caspion, boys A scalp was help up high on their lance Hai-ya, hai-ya, hai-ya, hai-ya-oh… First he reined his horse right then he reined him left And looking back he set both spurs Then Caspion gave his horse its head And rode straight into that mighty herd Now that great brown sea of buffalo roared As the stampede pressed him in Before the dust closed around he saw the Cheyenne ride Upon the crest of the hill where he had been Like a storm they ran with tongues aflame As the broad black beast burned all across the plain Hai-ya, hai-ya, hai-ya, hai-ya-oh… There was thunder in the ground as the night came down As the buffalo drove and rushed And a prayer on the lips of Caspion, boys As he rode on blind through the dust Hai-ya, hai-ya, hai-ya, hai-ya-oh… Well the sky blew clear and the full moon shone And on and on ran the stream It was then that he spied the white buffalo again Just before it fell into a deep ravine There was several hundred head crowded o’er that edge Before the valley opened wide Where Caspion reined his horse away And found some rocks for to bed down behind In an army blanket made of wool He lay dreaming of that pure white buffalo Lay dreaming, dreaming of the white buffalo In the morning light he rode back to the gulch Where the buffalo had fallen in There he found the white bull with a broken leg So he shot him then he took his skin Hai-ya, hai-ya, hai-ya, hai-ya-oh… He made a robe, a robe of the white buffalo Made a robe, a robe of the white buffalo Through five long years Caspion kept that robe Believing it was good medicine For he felt that the power of the white buffalo Had led him safe from the wild Cheyenne But on a drinking spree out in Fort Lyons, boys He sold that robe for a hundred dollar bill And the following spring down in New Mexico While hunting buffalo Caspion was killed As the sun fell west and shadows grew The Comanche warriors rode out of the blue Hai-ya, hai-ya, hai-ya, hai-ya-oh…
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Elmira 04:10
Elmira m.litton I hold my heart in tune to the moonlit night, the song’s delay In my hands I seek to grasp the soft-colored sky, the ocean’s spray Yet here I lie in the rolling sand, I’ve folded my legs, folded my hands I kneel and bow and pray that I might stand And take and hold and love the spirit Elmira Elmira is the one I love with all my heart, with all my soul The dew-silent bird that sings a song I will never know Elmira walks the blue hills at dawn in a shadow dress, a purple veil Her image is here then gone, her dancing form soon dispels O if I could rise above all I’m made, evolve into something like the shade I’d laugh at all the fools who’ve cried and begged And take and hold and love the spirit Elmira Now her vision is gone as a dream will fade into the day And what was sand and foam, an inland sea, is now sand and clay O if by song her soul would rise, and if by singing she’d never die I’d stand and sing and reach beyond the sky And take and hold and love the spirit Elmira Elmira is the one I love with all my heart, with all my soul The dew-silent bird that sings a song I will never know
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Creek-Bank Ghetto Boys m.litton From the sandy fords of shallow streams to the muddy Marais de Cygnes We rode the Flint Hills thru the night out to them rolling plains And we are the Creek-Bank Ghetto Boys, we all are mighty liars And the sheriff never knows we’re near, hell, we don’t light no fires Oh sing of the wounded land just below the border Beneath shade of a native Oak there grows our greenback dollar Get Grandpa’s old corn-knife unsheathed ‘n put her to the stone We never take our guns out there ‘cause that’s against out code And we haven’t come to rob the rich nor aid the helpless pauper Though we don’t aim to slave all day just to earn a piece of copper Our brothers of the night they howl like a lonesome distant train The clouds flap their wings below the moon which shows the way (chorus): And some would call us outlaws, but that’s a meaner game For we’re the Creek-Bank Ghetto Boys a’ridin’ down the plains Yeah, we’re the Creek-Bank Ghetto Boys, we’ll be gone come the break of day We work within the timeless night where the dawn and evening wed Where the wall between the dream is gone and we dance there with the dead And we idolize each other’s sword and graft our souls to legend And fancy as we flay the hemp, this is the foes green legions But when the fever leaves the brow and we gather in a nest With sober words we speak of one who watches o’er the harvest The dawn is approaching, boys, can’t you see the pumpkin sky As we stumble thru the trees below, can’t you hear the Blue Jay cry In a ditch beside the road we wait with our gainful gunny sack As the headlights halo behind the hill from the car of One-eyed Jack Oh cut the lights and hit the door, fill ‘er to the jaws, roll Let’s put a hundred miles between us and the local law (chorus) Now later when the split is made, angry words have flowed For the greedy heart spins heads ‘n tails before that hard-earned gold One night when the red blood had boiled, Oats up and spoke like this: “Just what was paid the lad who held the horse for Frank ‘n Jess?” Well you can wave your gun about and at the shadows aim But best you take the hand you’re dealt when it ain’t but you to blame (chorus)
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Bagpipe Blues m.litton Drinking wine on the ol’ Montmartre there sat Camus ‘n Jean-Paul Sartre Talking about life for an illogical while The former said it was a tragedy, the latter swore it was a history They both agreed existentially with the boys in the rank ‘n file But those bagpipe blues, I hear those bagpipe blues Rock me in my cradle, Lord, sink this ship of fools I’d trade this modern world in for an old-fashion girl And philosophy for to know ‘n this politics for a puppet show Cause I only wanna be bouncing on my daddy’s knee Taking a pony ride…hell, I’d trade this song for a lullaby When I’s young I used to think that I would make the cynic blink I studied on the math ‘n science and ancient Sufi prayer Now my friends, I simply roll my eyes at exotic gals who pantomime That age-old striptease of…touch me if you dare And those bagpipe blues, I hear those bagpipe blues Rock me in my cradle, Lord, sink this ship of fools Son, ya gotta take it on the chin, it’s the most unoriginal sin Woman is simply sugar-fed by little men who’re made of gingerbread And I only wanna be bouncing on my daddy’s knee Taking a pony ride…hell, I’d trade this song for a lullaby Well we’ve lived through many years ‘n Camus’s no longer here And we bid farewell to ol’ Jean-Paul quite a long while ago He said there ain’t no exit, boys, but he had a ticket, boys Still he waved the train on by cause he longer cared to go And those bagpipe blues, he heard those bagpipe blues Rock him in his cradle, Lore, sink this ship of fools If being is nothing then nothing must mean something I reckon the ol’ boy was confused Ya know a thinking man can rarely choose So I scratch my prayer on the pavement stone And agree with fools down at the loading zone And sing my Rorschach rhymes for all the world to hear But tragedy goes against my gain ‘n history’s just a daisy chain And existence is a casualty to memory and fear And those bagpipe blues, I hear those bagpipe blues Rock me in my cradle, Lord, sink this ship of fools With rhyme ‘n reason hand in hand, I’ll mount the stage a one-man band A rock-a-bye high up in the wind To a far-off applause my songs will end And I only wanna be bouncing on my daddy’s knee Taking a pony ride…hell, I’d trade this song for a lullaby
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The Devil's Daughter (free) 04:23
The Devil’s Daughter m.litton One July evening I was feeling down I went to the circus that had come to town Watched all the grand festivities Though I stayed alone like a guilty thief I stood by the Gypsy wagon all through the horse parade Watched the colors flow through light ‘n shade But when the big-top music had finally died I noticed this lovely lady dancing at my side She came to me when the circus closed In a white silk dress and black silk hose She had a moonlight rogue and lilac breath She swayed like a willow underneath her dress She said, What’s this you’ve got hidden in your eyes Is it something that I might finalize I said, Yeah, well maybe…I’m just a country fool She said, I can read your mind, boy, let’s stop playing by the rules Now the Devil’s daughter, some say she’s cruel But she come to me like a gentle girl She said, I’m out on loan, your gal’s out of reach If you come with me, my boy, I can make it easy You know the favorite child of God prayed ‘neath the moon So why should we not play beneath it too And press our bodies like his folded hands You know even the Devil’s daughter sometimes she needs a man We waltzed through the moonlight, the garden and the feast We fell ‘neath the lamppost of a late-night street She pointed to the neon glow, she laughed and said Is this forbidden fruit or you’re Golden Calf I said, it’s both then neither nor exactly the same Just a place where night can’t enter, a torch without a flame Well she said, If that’s morality, best save it for your ladies It’s enough you’re gonna die alone but to sleep that way is just crazy She took me to her wagon, she washed my feet I felt like a god of ancient Greece When the light of the morning began to burn She looked to me and said, You must return For I knew that you would want to go back home So I made it easy for you to find the road Just ride up to the sign that reads Life or Death Then take the path that leads to the ones you love the best O the Devil’s daughter, some say she’s cruel But she come to me like a gentle girl…
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Help Me Crossover m.litton Help me crossover, don’t let me go down Don’t let me roll under ‘neath the terrible thunder Please don’t let me drown A ship in the bottle is lost to the sea And I’ve let the bottle form its wall around me It’s dark as a dungeon, cold as a tomb Just help me crossover, don’t say it’s over Girl, I still need you And all of my reasons were whiskey-soaked lies But babe don’t you leave, please won’t you stay And help me climb Over the wall of this hangover hell Help me crossover, help me crossover Help me crossover, don’t let me fail Your love is gentle, to love me is hard You’re caught in the middle between me ‘n the bars I’ll make you no promise, that’s the backslider’s line Just help me crossover and I’ll stay sober One day at a time And all of my reasons were whiskey-soaked lies But babe don’t you leave, please won’t you stay And help me climb Over the wall of this hangover hell Help me crossover, help me crossover Help me crossover, don’t let me fail
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Murder of Bob Rose m.litton While driving down a pavement road, it was a cold day in November It started snowing, she told the story about the murder of Bobby Rose Now in the Thirtiues the men would gamble, drink ‘n ramble around the county To make the game many came with money from selling off their cattle At an old house they’s playing poker , in walks a joker, he’s got a big gun It’s a game of chance, ya lost your pants, I want every man here to hand ‘em over He marched them down into the cellar and said, Now fellas, lay on the floor He crossed the yard then drove a car against the door and he didn’t leave a dollar They ran the story in the County Times, the men had tried to see his face, but he wore a mask 'n they never asked his name as he didn't seem so kind Around the cafes and the depot some said, Bob Rose must be the gunman He always came, that night he missed the game ‘n he’s the one could do it all alone Bobby Rose ran the creamery, stood six feet, young ‘n handsome He was well-liked, had a pretty wife, took her dancing down east in Kansas City And Alice Rose was mighty pretty, and her daddy was the town marshal Ol’ Bob was lucky, some say too lucky with the cards as well as with the ladies Two months later around a dim light, the dealer cries, You’ve won again That’s three outa five you’ve won tonight or dammit will you tell that I’m blind The other man he just grinned and said, Now men ain’t it a shame Ya take a chance, ya lose your pants, like taken eggs from a one-legged hen The dealer growls, Now let’s remember…last September you were him You just guessing, I ain’t confessing…but all their lips were set hard ‘n thin They help him up against the wall so he wouldn’t fall as they beat him They cracked his head, at the ears he bled, he went limp when someone broke his jaw Come on get up, start acting sober, do as you’re told, come to your feet Perhaps he dead, the little man said, He doesn’t breathe and I swear he getting colder The room falls silent as a cave, behind the shade a lantern burns Through the shadows moves a new ghost, they hear it mumbling all their names We’ve done a murder, the dealer moans, you see the bone behind his ear It’s a sad mistake, it ain’t too late, so listen here we’ve still got till early morn The dealer says, I’ll take the body of poor Bobby, you boys drive his car We’ll let the train come smash his brain ‘n by nthe stars we’ll swear we saw him drinking They park the car right on the tracks, then looking back cry, Where’s our friend The Rock Island Line come flying, they rush away just before they hear the crack On down the road they find the dealer, his wheels are spinning above culvert The roads are slick, I jumped the ditch, the car ain’t hurt but you all know how I’m feeling They dump the body down a cistern then push the car back on the road When they find that well, they’ll say he fell after roaming from the wreck upon the curve Three day pass, it starts to snow, it’s on the radio and people wonder It’s now Thanksgiving, still he’s missing then a hunter finds the body down that hole The county gathers at the inquest, the death is ruled accidental Without proof they can’t accuse, says the marshal, Now ya know I done my best At Bobby’s grave stands his brother with his mother and his uncle Pretty Alice cries as the service dies ‘n says, A shovel can’t cover up a murder And there is talk accusing Alice, the women all jealous of her red hair It breaks her heart, tears her apart, she pays the fare and takes a train to Dallas But Bobby’s older brother name of Durard claims he’s heard by who the deed was done There’s a debt, they’ll pay it yet, some are going to hell and that’s my word Willy Stanton told his friends, I know it’s him there on my phone When I answer I hear his laughter, he’s in my bones, I can feel him on my skin They find Willy dead on New Year’s with the fear locked in his eyes The way he died was suicide, he fired the pistol just above his ear And ol’ Durard don’t say nothing, keeps staring with those gray eyes He’s a bear-like man, got giant hands, never smiles when he sees ya coming Carlin Hill farmed a quarter, he had a dollar in every game One year later he got a letter, there was no name and it mentioned a murder They found Carlin behind his house, there ain’t no doubt said the sheriff He pressed the gun to his heart ‘n lung, he had big debts coming from the drought And ol’ Durard don’t say nothing, keeps staring with those gray eyes He’s a bear-like man, got giant hands, never smiles when he sees ya coming One night they find poor Eddy Rollin, his motor running up in Nebraska Eddy dies but his date survives, the whiskey his ma claimed was poisoned And Henry Garth, ten years later, went to the river for the weekend He’s never found, they thought he’d drowned But he could swing in any current said a neighbor And ol’ Durard don’t say nothing, keeps staring with those gray eyes He’s a bear-like man, got giant hands, never smiles when he sees ya coming It was down a score of winters from the murder of Bobby Rose When Pony Hays went insane ‘n told the law that he had been the dealer By the window he grips the bars, sees his arms grow thin ‘n old The men in white have saved his life but his soul has fled out to the stars And ol’ Durard don’t say nothing, keeps staring with those gray eyes He’s a bear-like man, got giant hands, never smiles when he sees ya coming
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Sunday Morning m.litton Sunday Morning I have found crying like a baby Tear-blue eyes and rolling dice, a ribbon from my lady’s gown Through the garden willows weave a basket for her hours She dances softly as a child over memories of flower and leaves Sunday Morning has no shame, her passion is bold To Sunday Morning a wild bird sang of love once long ago The Queen of Hearts, the Joker Wild, fruits are o’er the vine A kiss of nectar to the sky, her flesh so divine is defiled The world evolves through the light of an ancient fire Sunday Morning unveiled her breasts in her maiden lair last night
20.
Colorado Gambler m.litton Show me to your mansion in the sky and I’ll stay with you one night On the silver lining of the storm we’ll dance the evening through till morn In the depot she sat waiting as he swung down from his saddle He took the hand of this lovely lady, helped her to step across the rail (chorus): Then the train whistle blows and the proud lady falls Into the arms of the Colorado Gambler who plays her like a card And burns his memory in her heart She smiles as their carriage rocks ‘n rolls, she says It’s so good to leave the cold, though it seem s to take forever To cross this Kansas prairie, I long for my green Missouri hills He was bound from Denver for Cincinnati, he asked her Might I dine tonight with you, we’ll take an evening In Kansas City, cut this weary trip in two (chorus) They’ve taken Venus from the sky, they’ve placed her sparkle in your eye The porcelain is not half so fair, the sun through colored glass ain’t so warm Her velvet dress falls from her shoulder, she leans against the bed to wait for him She reaches out, they’re standing close, his hands are so cold upon her skin (chorus): But his breath warms all as the proud lady falls… The dawn is silver on the lace of the curtain which falls across her face She wakes to close the window then turns back a tear For the night is now a shadow in the mirror He left her a letter signed, My lady…I’ve sailed south for Baton Rouge I laid down my hand for your heart was winning And I’ve learned to fold before I lose (chorus): The steamboat whistle blows as the proud lady falls Into the arms of the Colorado Gambler who plays her like a card And burns his memory in her heart
21.
Fractions of Life m.litton So many babies born today, so many stars left the sky Life goes on like a lazy river drifting through the night Old, old passions going down, kneeling on one knee There’s a prophet in your heart, a Buddha in your spine They are praying Some old dog is moaning low, some poor man can’t sleep Like the moon we all walk alone, struggling across dark seas Hear that broken window, babe, hear that turning key There’s a thief in your belly, a wolf in your eye They are listening Hear the siren of the dragon, girl, making fires through the cold Hear that mummy whisper so softly once museum doors have closed There’s cold bread in the oven, warm blood down a six-foot hole There’s a beggar in your pocket, a poet in your lungs They are screaming Beneath the dark moist willow limb a seed has gone to soil Autumn leaves are falling yellow, hissing as the serpent coils Frozen o’er the tundra like thoughts frozen in your mind There’s a dream of life in the corpse of Christ Believing O fill this empty bottle, babe, please fill this empty man Someday I’m gonna leave this ol’ house, babe This old castle made of sand Hear that falling coin as it rolls across the floor The world goes around like a weary ol’ dime Just spinning So many babies born today…
22.
Montana Bound (free) 07:35
Montana Bound m.litton In April of ’82, along the Rio Grande I signed on with Don Lovell ‘n the Circle-dot brand We swam the cattle cross from Matamoros town The wrangler drove the remuda Soon we were all Montana bound Our foreman’s name was Flood, ol’ Fox his segundo They said the secret to trailing doggies, boys Is you never let ‘em know, keep ‘em headed On up the trail, but never show your hand Spare your mounts, keeps their blankets dry Cause a man afoot is just one less man (chorus): Hi-yip hi-yip, Montana bound Giddy-up head ‘em on their way Hi-yip hi-yip, Montana bound Come a cow-ki-yippie-yi-aye! Across the Nueces up where it doubles round Fresh from the Atascosa, we made the night’s bed-ground But the unexpected waits up the Old Western Trail The cattle jumped from their sleep Like 3000 demons straight from hell We whipped our slickers high ‘n fought to make ‘em turn Fired our 44s so close the powder burned When we hit the mesquite in that night stampede I held the pummel and I held the cantle (chorus) A dry ol’ desert drive beyond the San Antone The herd like a dragon curved to the Colorado We had the trail boss, chuck, the point The swing, flank ‘n drag When the rustlers came to cut the herd We helped the Rangers get ‘em bagged We braved the raging Brazos But the Red had shallowed down On her banks we counted many graves Of drovers she had drowned In crossing the Indian land s we battered ‘em some beef The Comanche trailed to the Cimarron At the Kansas line we were home free (chorus) After months of drought ‘n flood ‘n muddy loblollies Of prowling wolves and big buff bulls ‘n glorious stampedes We vied for the ladies’ pleasures and played the gamblers’ odds The closest we came to the bitter end Was the night we shot the lights out in Dodge… On north to Ogallala in a game of Spanish monte Lady luck was velvet on the Rebel’s jack ‘n queen But a fortnight on up the trail at 40-Island Forde A good man drowned ‘n we buried him And prayed his soul would find the Lord… Below the Big-Horn Range we rode the Powder to the Yellowstone At a bar in Frenchman’s Forde where only fools go alone A boasting Yank toasted General Grant And got his face slapped with whiskey Guns were drawn, the Yankee died As the Rebel cried, Here’s to General Lee… Squaw Winter in Montana on the Mother Missouri We delivered our long-horn herd to the Blackfoot Agency Now the Chinooks blow around the fire As our stories are told Hell I wouldn’t trade my trail days, boys To be bigshot with bags of gold Hi-yip hi-yip, Montana bound Giddy-up head ‘em on their way Hi-yip hi-yip, Montana bound Come a cow-ki-yippie-yi-aye!
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Christmas Song m.litton The snow lay deep o’er the many hills The stars shone bright in the sky The winter wind which bends the trees Was calm that Christmas night Daddy played his mouth-harp low While momma made some bells ‘n bows To decorate the cedar tree We’d cut that day out in the cold Then daddy sang a Christmas song Away in the manger he lay Then daddy sang a Christmas song On this silent night, this holy night When joy returns to the world for a day The flame in the lamp was turned to glow Till like a halo it seemed And he told us of the savior’s birth That first cold, cold Christmas Eve See the stars through window Framed by the frost on the pane There was once a great star That guided the wise men who came They entered the manger and saw A babe wrapped in rags, lain on the straw And daddy sang a Christmas song Away in the manger he lay And daddy sang a Christmas song On this silent night, this holy night When joy returns to the world for a day
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Indian Land 04:11
Indian Land m.litton From the far horizon a great thunderhead has sent Red clouds before the warriors descend There’s thunder in the valley, there’s lightning in the sky But they don’t bring no tears to the little boy’s eyes Cause he ain’s scared of thunder, Lord, no he ain’t scared of storm He ain’t scared of the Devil with his pitchfork and his horns Cause late in the evening he’s heard the stories told About the Plains Indians so brave and bold (chorus): And it’s Hey-ya, hey-ya, hey-ee-ya-a-aye You can hear them sing when the wind begins to play And if you don’t wear s shirt or a glove on your hand Son, you’ll turn red in this Indian land When the ol’ potato wagon goes a’rolling o’er the bridge That’s what makes the thunder sound up overhead And when the ol’ man makes his great big wagon whip go crack It sends the lightning crashing on the Devil’s back He’ll teach me how to fiddle, Lord, he’ll teach me how to ride Dad’ll take me huntin-fishin with him by and by And when he tells me something, I always listen good So I can go way down yonder in the woods (chorus) The days are getting shorter and the nights are getting cold Jack Frost is coming and he’ll bite your nose The brush of Indian Summer has painted all the leaves Gotta get a jack-o-lantern cut for Halloween Now all the leaves are falling, the firewood is stacked The birds fly south but they’ll soon fly back Daddy makes a teepee when he stacks the stokes of cane And we hide there in the middles from the cold wind ‘n rain Hey-ya, hey-ya, hey-ee-ya-a-aye Gotta get the pick ‘n shovel, gotta dig a hole real deep Cause the ol’ dog died last night in his sleep Daddy says the grave will one day set our spirits free And we’ll roam in the clouds between the sun and the sea We’ll ride the high wind over distant hills Leave these valleys where we’ve toiled ‘n tilled And there will be no hunger, no worry anymore As we sail the great storms shore to shore (chorus): And it’s Hey-ya, hey-ya, hey-ee-ya-a-aye You can hear them sing when the wind begins to play And if you don’t wear s shirt or a glove on your hand Son, you’ll turn red in this Indian land
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War Wind 06:06
War Wind m.litton Late one night in early July with the wheat harvest done My grandpa and I watched the far fields burn As he spoke of World War One… The best of those days was the baseball I played While we trained under General Wood And the time my mules stopped the victory parade On the grounds where ol’ Pershing stood Then after the war that night in Coblenz When me ‘n the Swede we got drunk Too drunk to climb back up in the loft We bedded down in a cattle bunk (chorus): And I heard the war wind moan Through the salient at Saint Mihiel It blew through the Battle of Belleau Wood And when the Argonne Forest fell I served as a medic in the old 89th We were known as “The Middle West” Farm boys shipped off to France We thought the war would be a grand jest My only wound was a wine-bottle scar I caught there in a French saloon Got a week in the brig for a brawl with the Brits Met the German lads all too soon (chorus) Down Roman roads the caissons they rolled Till the mud covered hub ‘n wheel The air was filled with suffering cries Of horse ‘n men being killed That first dawn at our jumping-off lines When the shells had shattered the mist Our heart leapt then sank as we ran Into battle like you’d fall from a cliff (chorus) (bridge):The village bells they were ringing As all fell quiet along the front And through those silent nights While we watched o’er the Rhine We still heard their cries And in our dreams back home The war wind still moaned Tell me, I asked, what was it like To see the wounded men die His silence made me ashamed I saw the agony fill his eyes Son, you’re young but it’s time that you know There are questions you never should ask We cared for the wounded, buried the dead Marked a cross on all who were gassed (chorus & bridge)
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Late in the Winter m.litton Late in the winter the sun sets through the south And as I labor through the cold I watch the trees touch lavender clouds And long for the chorus of slumber The voice of the river pines to the sea As the night o’er the lowland descends I’m wanting no more than never to have been To know not of age nor sorrow The lattice of the years they form the glades Where the wolves will hunger and moan There beneath the grass my bones will be laid And my children will harvest the suffering Now the night and the winter and the century are one In the life of the river and its journey I carry my weariness back to my home And wait to be buried by history Late in the winter the sun sets through the south And as I labor through the cold I watch the trees touch lavender clouds And long for the chorus of slumber

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From the buffalo hunt to hemp-picking in Kansas a century on, these songs vary over time and terrain, depicting trials of life and temptations of heart and soul. “Caspion & the White Buffalo” was inspired by a newspaper article dated 1894; while “Montana Bound” is drawn from a rare little book, Log of a Cowboy, by Andy Adams (1903). Three murder ballads are based on true tales told to me: “Pretty Mary” from my brother Jim; “Murder of Bob Rose” from my mother Neva; and “Cold Ohio City” I heard off an old miner named Roscoe Riddle. Of course I borrow from the great Leadbelly for “Marijuana Song,” though the experience is wholly my own, further framed in “The Creek-bank Ghetto Boys.” And the title track is a tragic ode to a generation of young soldiers sadly used and cast aside, like so many others, left haunted by the "War Wind…”

“The Rustic Heartworn Highway is Re-Opened…PHWOAR! I was totally engrossed straight from opening track Border Blues, a ‘song of our times’…in the vein of Townes Van Zandt and Guy Clark. Everything from Litton’s weary and grizzled voice through the rusty yet sharp lyrics and story and coming out with a minimal production that makes every note and word as clear as a mountain stream. This is Folk Music at its finest…” Alan Harrison — The Rocking Magpie (UK)

“Somewhere between Bob Dylan and Townes Van Zandt...captivating from start to finish...Melvin Litton is a perfect example of the best that American folk can offer. Indispensable!” Sam Pierre — Le Crie du Coyote (France)

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released September 16, 2020

Special thanks to my good buddy Dan Hermerck for hanging with me. Can’t say enough for these two guest talents: Til Willis and Jeff Jackson. And mighty grateful for the keen advice and patience of Tommy Perez. Melvin Litton, vocals and guitar; Dan Hermreck, mandolin and backup vocals; Til Willis, harmonica; Jeff Jackson, standup bass. Recorded and mixed at Wolfdog by M.Litton. Mastered by Tommy Perez – Guitar Studio, Lawrence, KS (785-452-1667). CD design-layout by Til Willis. Photos by Brian Byers, Til Willis, M.Litton.

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I'm a creekbank ghetto boy. Began my singin' near half a century ago in Canada, then hit northeast, down thru Nashville, Austin, out to Colorado and back to Kansas where I started out and will likely remain. My influences are Leadbelly, Jimmie Rodgers, CCR and The Band, while the juices of a hundred others flavor my music, not to mention the devil himself if that's what it takes to make a song... ... more

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